Hi. I am plagued with so much thoughts and worries this exam period. Please pray for me to have the strength to shoulder on. The worry robs me of my energy to study sometimes. Its not as if I have not been studying. I have started early months before the exam and continued to work during this exam period (studying almost everyday for a few hours at least even when I am weak.) But now that its closer I’ve become more fearful and stressed.
Also, im fighting an addiction. This period’s stress together with fighting the temptations of the addiction really takes its toll. Sometimes I keep thinking about the addiction and that its better to just give in so that I can have a clear head to study afterwards. But then I feel so guilty (its sinful) and become even more stressed afterwards.
Conciously I know that the exam results are not as important as my effort I put in but I live in a highly stressed society whereby grades matter quite alot. I feel that if i dont have a good grade it will affect me in the future. So despite myself I feel very worried about the coming exams.
Please pray for me and if you have advice please share. Sometimes I just need to hear that everything will be alright. (I know my stress is irrational as there are many bigger problems out there.)