I sometimes get scared easily, although I know it’s not good.
I have bad experience in childhood, been sexualy abused by relative. What surprised me most was that I didn’t scream when that happen & I didn’t tell anyone about it too. Because after that happen, reality came back and somehow tell me I have to move on.
Next, I got confused easily as well, I find myself hard to socialize. Not sure of what to say and stuffs… I sometimes overthink the things I did or did not do.
Now I feel stuck somewhere, I read about unclean spirit and or unhealthy soul ties. This is what I think I have… I feel guilty of doing something wrong during high school, also doing wrong thing during work.
And now I don’t have a job, I’m thinking of having a new place to live as well.
Well, I don’t exactly know what I need the most right now.
Also please pray for my mother as well, she’s schizophrenic and I found myself overwhelmed by her condition sometimes. I’ve hit her few times when I got impatient and she hit me back. Now she’s screaming again and I’m starting to got impatient again…