Please pray for me. I am sensing that God might be calling me to something, maybe even a nun, im not sure. All I know is I have had a growing desire to be “married” to him and I wasnt sure what that even meant. I desire a mystical marriage to Him like my patron saint Catherine of Sienna! I feel so in love with God. I sense His presence often and I just love Him so much. I would love a place that I have my own room as I tend to be mystical as well and want private time with Him. I have traveled all over Italy and Jordan. I have had a lot of suffering in my life but this path has brought me into His arms even more. Please pray for me. I am 45 years old and not even sure I would be able to find a place and I live in KY.