So for the longest time, I’ve wanted religious life. However, recently I’ve come to realize it may not be the best for me and it was something that I may have wanted, not God. Especially with my mental health and all, I feel like it’s not the best for me anymore. So I decided to discern marriage and give myself a shot at it.
I went online to catholicmatch last week and I’ve been talking to two guys. However, one of them is such an amazing guy, and is serious about his Catholic faith and I feel so good talking to him, and not uncomfortable which is saying a lot because I’m not really social.
However, I’m realizing I am getting ahead of myself and afraid of getting hurt if our friendship doesn’t turn into something or we break up later on or that he meets someone else better than me. Because I really like him and I never though I’d feel this way. I just want your prayers so that I can trust God’s will for me and know that He will put the right guy and help me out.