I literally hate asking for prayers for me, but I am taking some meds tonight to induce my m/c (miscarriage) (been hoping for almost 5 wks for it to happen naturally w/no luck). The meds I will take carry a risk of uterine rupture, hemorrhaging and death. So I am dead afraid of what could happen to me after I take these meds. I am hesitant to have a d&c because I want to be able to bury my baby and it might not be that way if I had a d&c.
Anywho, I’m freaking out, not just because I’m scared, but because I don’t want to let go. I have no kids except for my 2 babies in Heaven (including this one). :crying: So, it’s really hard for me to finally let go of her. :crying:
The other reason why I’m freaking out is that if something bad happened, I haven’t been to Mass in 1 month (because of thinking the m/c would happen each Sunday, and other reasons) and I haven’t confessed. What if I died? I had no luck reaching my Pastor for the annointing of the sick and confession… if I died, I wounldn’t even have the opportunity to meet my babies :crying: