I am in a very painful state of being at this time. My marriage has deteriorated to the point of no return according to my husband. We have been together 21 years, married 17 yrs. and have 3 wonderful young sons. I love my husband dearly but I did not honor him in ways that a wife should and now I have caused him to believe that getting divorce is the only way he can be happy.
I have spent months of reflecting upon my own actions. I have remorse over not seeing what he kept trying to warn me about. When I have told him this time it will be different, he does not believe me. I know in my heart that it would be different because this time, I realize it is “me” that needed to change. In the past, I put us through “therapy” hoping HE would change. I felt “I” was right all along. Unfortunately, this time I have broke the camel’s back. It took this for me to recognize just how wrong I have been.
I ask that you please pray that someday his heart will soften so that I can express to him all the days of my life just how much I love him; even if he doesn’t return to me.