Everyone in the forum please pray for me and marriage. I have lusted after another women and have heavily desired to be with her sexually. They have all been just words but they were a desire of the heart non the less. I do love this lady but I have to try to love her as a friend and not as a forbidden lover. I will never see her again because she has moved away. As a result I have violated my wedding vows in my heart and I am ashamed for doing this to my wife and God. I need help badly with my feelings. How do I sort them out?
Everyone I am lost. There is no hope for me. I am going to hell.