For many years, God seemed to be calling me to help spiritually my little community of new immigrants and in a very special way one of my friends, but I had a different somewhat corrupt way of reading the will of God. It is very complicated story. And it affected all other evangelization projects the Lord had asked me to do and which were underway. This particular person seem to be particularly iimportant in this God’s plan. And you know the best way to preach is by example.
To give you a clear illustration. To me, the story is very similar to Jonas story. And I feel like I am still in the big whale. My heart is full of pain, anguish, and confusion as I lost contact with her. I need all of your prayers. Please pray for me and my friend. I will let you know when I start seeing a rising sun. I ask most prayers for my friend as she is in the most confusing situation. If you could join these intentions in Mass that will be great. Sins against chastity and unworthy reception of Holy Communion are most responsible for this situation. I am not sure if all the sins involved have been confessed and forgiven. If they have, we still need reparation.
I am very pained to see more of my friends falling out of ignorance while I could have helped, but as I said I feel stuck somewhere, and my heart does not have any courage to do anything.
That deep and sweet consciousness of God’s presence prompted me to say to the Lord, “O Most Holy Trinity dwelling in my heart, I beg you: grant the grace of conversion to as many souls as the stitches that I make today with this crochet hook.” Then I heard these words in my soul: My daughter, too great are your demands. “Jesus, You know that for You it is easier to grant much rather than a little.” That is so, it is less difficult for Me to grant a soul much rather than a little, but every conversion of a sinful soul demands sacrifice." - Our Lord to St. Faustina
So please unite small sacrifices for this intention and specially the sacrifice of the Mass.
Thank you very much