I know I’m supposed to be away, but I really need help, I’m struggling with really angry thoughts, and I really want them to stop. Earlier I was saying a rosary, and these angry thoughts flooded into my mind, and I couldn’t get my mind off of them, I have been struggling with these thoughts ever since yesterday evening.
Actually, I have been saying a triple rosary novena for the people in question and almost every time I pray it, I struggle with these very angry thoughts, though I also often have had these thoughts at other times when I’m not saying the novena. (I wasn’t praying that novena when I was praying the rosary mentioned above, but I was praying for these people when I said this rosary.) I’m angry at an online forum site, I’ve mentioned this site several times before when I was on it, I shut down my account at the end of May, but I’m still furious with it, I’m furious with the staff and moderators for their hostility to Catholicism, and I’m furious with the various people for the various things they’ve said and done. I can’t take my mind off of it, and I have been tempted to do a whole host of angry stuff in regards to that site.
I’m going to confession tomorrow to confess the various sins I’ve committed in regards to this, I really need prayers, please pray that, in addition to remembering and confessing all the mortally sinful things I’ve done and need to confess, I can get my mind off of this, stop thinking about all these things.