Hi am suffering with a demon now for 11 yrs, seeking freedom. I was just thinking I should go online and just look for a Catholic shrink as the Catholic church will not help me, or they just do not believe the storys of the other churchs I go to and will only help if I have a doctor which is so against my faith. In order for the holy spirit of the Catholic church to help me the doc has to say so…but I am tired. The demon for some odd reason and it could be just playing does not bug the Catholic church unlike the many other.THEN I found this Form and said maybe you guys can help. This is my story and there is much MUCH more.
My demon has attacked one person supernaturally, and about 9 or more other people with fear. A christian in the pentecostal church was tired of looking at me get thrown around in church and disrupting the church after about 2 yrs staring at me get thrown around. She came over to me and asked if I would like to get rid of the demon. I was YES!! I have only sat here for yrs, told the pastor and everything and all you do is stare at me. So we went up to the alter and the people gathered around and she put oil on her hand, and was about to do the prayer, and when she opened her mouth to say the name of Jesus, she could not speak his name with fear in her eyes and was made silenced and then she started to cough really bad, and then I started to smile on her, and then she started to gasp the name of Jesus and almost went to her knees before the demon in me, and was bowing before the demon coughing really bad. Then She regained her voice and commanded it to leave and touched my head with oil and I flew like 5 feet from her being casted to the ground. The people that were around me were tossed one way and the other. I told her the demon is not gone and it is hiding, and the prayers were not working anymore, and she said for me to believe it is gone. I went home and started to seek the face of God again of course as usual the demon is there and disrupts me. I went back and told the pastor, we got into a fight and he kicked me out of church…I guess they have their peace now.
Then I went to this other church and I have seen it mock this other church called Eagle world wide ministry’s. I felt the whole spirit all over me and my arms were outstretched unto the church, and I spoke in my mind I have stood before your church for yrs and NO ONE SEES ME. Then I started screaming and screaming during worship instead of being thrown around so they could not just stare at me. I would scream during people who say they have a message from the Lord, I would scream during speaking in tongues, during prayers. To have them finally come over to me, and the evil spirit recognized the pastor as the one that casts out demons, and screamed on him in a loud full of hate voice, full of calmness in a loud loud scream. The pastor called it a small demon for all it is doing is screaming, and I went instantly in my head all the yrs with this demon and how he made a Christian with the holy spirit bow to it. I was going to say maybe you have not seen it fully yet, but the demon took my voice and spoke himself in a loud scream saying it MAYBE YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IT FULL YET. Then when the time came for them to come against it and they were fasting in prayer so they said as I wanted them to do this. The demon just took my body up to them and went eye to eye without fear and screamed right in their face and the holy spirit in them…(or so the demon likes me to think with the holy spirit part). They all were in fear…and THEY kicked me out of church, to find peace in their church…
It has scared my brother off the couch. He said I believe you have a demon as I had a hard time getting people to believe it and all It would do is throw me around in church and to the ground. And the demon barked at him WOW, and he jumped to his feet. Scared my friend knocking on the wall and other times. Scared my dad when I turned on the radio when I just sat in his car and about to go somewhere, and I heard a worship song in the radio and it said take up residence in me Lord, and the demon screamed in fear and roared at the radio. I had to turn off the radio to have have peace. I looked at my dad and he was shaking in fear.
BUT the only real time other then the use of fear and with fear it really attacked someone was the Pentecostal woman bowing coughing and silenced.
I would really like some advice on how to be free…if I need to find a shrink then fine. I live in Ontario Canada. I would really like to try catholic, I am not really Catholic but I have been going there for a yr now and no disturbance. I kinda went away from the church but I am still not finding help and I am very very tried. Thanks for your help.
and yes for all you protestants on here I have called unto Jesus…in prayers and repented.