I am stressed out currently. I find myself needing a spiritual director more than ever now and I would really be grateful if someone could help pray for me on this journey. I know it can take months to find a good spiritual director who’s willing to help and to listen, especially since I am going to have a tight schedule again. I feel like I’ve really relapsed from all the progress I’ve been making on my spiritual journey, but maybe this is God’s way of showing me that I won’t be able to continue to fight this battle on my own. Maybe there’s something better out there that He wants me to see. Please pray that I feel the grace of God come over me in the meantime.
Sometimes I get really low like this and I start thinking that I would’ve been better off if I was never born. I don’t want to feel this way. In my life I’ve been betrayed by people I should trust, I’ve found out I have an illness that runs in my family, and I’ve also found out things that I wish I never knew. Sometimes I wonder how I’m able to be so worldly yet hate the world at the same time.
I don’t want to seem selfish, but it’s hard for me to care about anyone or anything else when I’m feeling so down like this. It’d be nice if someone could pray that I be happy again.
I’d like to thank everyone on here for being a prayer warrior, though. I don’t come to Catholic Answers a lot but I do know that so many people here are willing to pray for those who feel like they are at the end of their rope. And your prayers have helped me so greatly in the past when I posted here.
Not our will, but Yours be done O God.