Hi everyone this is my 1st post on here. Please for give me if it`s kind of long.
My name is Paul, i`m 18 and need as much prayers as I can get.
1st I would like to tell my story.
I`m cradle catholic, I love my christian faith more than anything(always have) and try to live it as best I can daily. before I turned 17 I was pretty sinful, most of the sin`s I`ve done I didn`t know they were bad until I was winessed to by an evanglical friend who just got saved. He was telling me for months that things I did were sinful but I tried to go around it.
Before christmas I started to rethink alot of what he said to me and It truly changed my life, I was much more respectful to my family, friends, I stopped lying,cursing,cheating,etc. It was great, but my main problem was I
ve had an addiction to Porn and Masterbation for years. So when I tried to stop sinning it was hard not to do these things, so I got K9 web protection(highly recommended). I made promises to God that I wouldnt do these things again but I keep doing them and I hate it.I stop for about a month but just had too strong an urge to masterbate so I sadly did, now for a few days it seems the temptation is still kind of strong. I have been doing so good my good lifestyle was a great witness to the people in school,work home, everywhere and now I feel horrible.
Please pray that the Lord will have mercy on me and keep me good and for give me of my sins.
Also, that I stop sinning altogether.
Thank you all so much may God bless you