I have prayed and prayed for many years for a companion and yet have not received any answer from God. Has He decided that I should be lonely all my life?? I have a girl in my sights and every time she gets attached I will be torn apart and it seems like it’s going to happen again.
I have looked and there isn’t a bit of opportunity anywhere for companionship. Now I hate and resent God. I have no other ways to vent it and am very very angry at God. I serve Him in ministries and prayed many many times over but God just ignores my prayers.
Please pray for me brothers and sisters, I’m to the state of spouting vulgarities at Him this very instant. I do not have the faith in Him in this aspect since it has never been well all my life. If any constructive advice or help is offered, I will be very grateful.