I am happy to pray for you. When I was in a similiar situation a priest told me to turn to our Blessed Mother for help. She helped me a lot.
I thought about her and realized what she had. She only had one child. Maybe when she was a young girl she dreamed of having many children and being a grandmother someday…it was not to be. She had one son and only one son and he died young.
I am not saying or hoping that this will be your fate…I am just saying that Holy Mary is the best one to help you cope in this situation as she may have been there herself and can help you through this.
I would also suggest that you offer up your emotional pain as a prayer for those women who are considering abortion. Emotional pain can be a powerful prayer, and who knows your prayers for another life to be brought to this world might actually work, although not in the way you think. I will pray for you, hope this helps a little. God bless you.