Please pray for me, ever since I was a young child I’ve strived to know God and wanted so badly to be where God wants me to be.
I have struggled my entire life commiting to a Church, I am a practicing Catholic and try to lead my family right in going to Church and prayer etc… However I constantly doubt and feel I’m not where God wants me to be, so I miss Mass begin praying without Church attending, back and forth, back and forth, it’s literally driving me crazy. I’m 31 now and still can’t commit whole heartedly to a Church. I always have doubts created and worry I’m in a Church God doesn’t accept.
I contemplate Mormonism, Catholicism, Islam, Protestantism, Judaism, and any other ism you can imagine. I’m struggling and going it alone and wandering is too difficult, and I feel badly raising my children Catholic when I’m not commited fully. I also worry that I wander like this because I’m simply not called by God for salvation.