I ask for your prayers for my salvation when I die. For my daughters to be more helpful and generous to me and for me to get into the HUD apt. I want and need to survive. And for the grace to forgive daily and become more like Jesus consistantly everyday. I am listing most of my illnesses,I want to share with you the gifts God has given me. I have many more gifts,such as suffering with my family, I live way below poverty,and much more,. So this is for the glory of God and His many gifts of suffering He has given me…
CHF, COPD,Asthma, edemia, anemic with bleeding in intestines. 3 huge growths in tummy and growing,they range from about 6" to 15" each., I have Gerd, deterioration of nervous system,which means I am suffering from horrible nerve damage in whole body,but in the spine and legs hurt the most and the doctor said I will continue deterioration the rest of my life. I have immune defeciency…my own immune system attacks itself thinking it is a virus. (Not so smart is it!LOL), I have spurs in my right foot and neck, POTS, causes bad circulations,therefore I have 30%blood circulation in my body,use to be just tummy down to toes, fybromyligia, insomnia, sleep apnea, sinustitis,poor hearing in right ear. oversensitivity to sound,light and movement. siatica,arthritis in knees and shoulder and hip and neck. blurred vision from pots. liver and kidneys show the beginning of problems…forget the terms. Heart is gettnig worse pumping on right side. Left side weak valve. I can no longer have any operations doctors told me. I pushed it once,but never again for an operation 2 yrs ago. I can walk on good days but can not walk on bad days more then 20 ft.,tremors, anxiety the doctors tell me is caused by POTS, non pots specialist think it is just plain old anxiety. It is very annoying not having a pots specialist where I live because I am so misunderstood by doctors,even if they read up on it. Each case is different.I am severe. By blood pressure can drop into comma level, but because I am use to this from pots I stay alert. a few months ago a nurse sat with me in my room and I did not know why and he said when he was done,that my blood pressure was below 40 and I should not of been aware and there I was talking fine.Migraines and headaches,
also high blood pressure when not having pots attacks. Loss of sensation in feet and legs. They tested me and it was suppose to hurt but I did not feel it. I feel like when you walk on your feet when they are sleep,that is what I always feel. I get horrible boute of vertigo. Incontinous is getting worse. I see things in global shape when pots is acting up because of inflamation of eyes. I also have inflamation of entire body. Sometimes I get so bad I have to go to ER and gets water out because medicine won’t digest through tummy walls or blood veins because being blocked by inflamation so then I have to have interveinous then.Because of pots I gained ALOT of weight. I have lost and gained 150lbs 4 times in 4 yrs…I have thyroid problems too,but the weight gain is caused by pots.between pots and chf I have had around 18 heart failures in 4 yrs. My POTS causes me terrilby painful intestinal spasms and neck,hands and feet spasms.Now I have constant fluid around my lungs…which is CHF and POTS. so you could rightly say i am in constant heart failure. I have oversensitive skin and break out with rashes. I have to use handmade soaps.
I an sure there are more illnesses. But I think that gives you an idea.
I hope I did not bore you.