Forgive me for asking this, I feel selfish whenever I ask for prayers, a little voice in my head whispers “what about everyone elses needs?” So please forgive me.
I am so frustrated, almost to the breaking point. I’m bombarded everyday with so many chores, most of which I never asked for, my OCD effects my attitude and thought process every second, I haven’t slept in 11 days (well, a few hours a night, but that’s it).
My wife is having allergies up to high heaven, nothing works! She’s sneezing, coughing, scratching; she’s so bad. Now that some medicine “appears” to be working, which the doctor perscribed, she’s now having severe panic attacks, is high stressed, and called her mom over to comfort her, cause I, HER HUSBAND cannot!! I feel useless, pathetic, unworthy. I’m always overworked, half the time I can never eat dinner. And on top of all this, we live in a tiny RV!
So frankly, I’m super frustrated, overrwhelmed and ultra tired. Sleep will not come.
But my prayer is for my wife. PLEASE, I’m begging all of you, please pray for her, pray for her sanity and comfort.
What I have said may not seem like a big deal, but being here in the situation is a very big deal, especially for me having severe OCD that magnifies it all to the extreme!!
How much more can God “test” us? I want to scream! I’m sorry, just so…overwhelmed.