I don’t know where else to put this. I am asking for prayer.
I left the Church 11 years ago. I know this broke my father’s heart very much, but at the time I thought it was so right. I felt the pull to evangelicalism. I believed so much of what they said. We argued so many times. My father has died. It has been almost a year ago and before he died I had a slight pull back to the Catholic Church but it didn’t become too strong until after he was gone. I am ashamed and embarrassed at how we argued. I haven’t told my mother yet of my desire to return to the Church, which I think is mostly out of pride. I am afraid it will bring up bad memories. I am not ready for her reaction, though, I think she senses it. I think it will be a good reaction but I also think she will react in a prideful way.
Also, my husband is not Catholc. I need prayers for him He feels my desire to return to the Church is out of guilt for arguiing with my father, and maybe he is right.
That scares me, too.
Please pray for me.