I went to neurosurgeon today.
Nothing came of it.
Depression and anxiety is a dangerous combination – like drugs and alcohol.
Went to ER in afternoon after hurting back swimming.
Can only swim for exercise.
Was so mistreated by doctor. She assumes because I am overweight and on medical assistance that I am lazy.
She would not even let me have anything to eat even though I waited 5 hours.
And she would not even come to talk to me a end. When I asked her about xrays I heard her say, “What does he want?”
It all really hurts and I am about to give up.
I am a man in my 40s who went to a college prep school and I have a Masters Degree in Library Science and I am a permanently state certified schoolteacher.
And all some people see now is a fat boy who is on welfare.
I really really hurts and makes me not want to go on.
As well as all the kids in the pool laughing at my weight.
Anyway, can I still ask for a physical miracle – that I will walk again?
I promise to pray for all who visit this website.