Please pray for me.
Lately, I’ve been so easily irritated and annoyed. Everything my parents say and do annoys me for no reason at all. Just the sounds of noises they make while eating or saying something is like a trigger for me to get annoyed. I have thought I might have Misophonia but still, this is through the roof. My intrusive thoughts are still bothering me and my scruples seem to be creeping in now and again.
My hormones have been odd lately and has spurred a return of impure dreams that had bothered me before. They’re not reoccurring dreams but upon awakening I feel like they were real and I know they weren’t but it’s disturbing.
I used to yell a lot but now I don’t. I just snap at people which I know isn’t any better. However, all of this stuff building up on me made me raise my voice at my mom and I feel bad. I just need to let my frustration out and I don’t know how? I can feel it building up and I can’t stand it.
Plus, the a death in the family, I feel like I shouldn’t be happy if I am and then I get upset and an intrusive thought will come in and then I’m even more upset.
Please pray that I can find peace in Jesus! I want that so badly!