May I please pray for my trip home Thursday. I’m going to be there until after the first of the year. Not only do I ask that you please pray for a safe trip, but also that I may use the time that I’m there to figure out the direction for my life. Since my mother died last year, I’ve been second guessing every decision I’ve ever made and beating myself up about mistakes I’ve made, and even questioning if I should really be in Manhattan or back home with my family. I feel like I’ve hit a a turning point, but I don’t know in which direction I should go. I try to pray about this, but for some reason, I’m having great difficulty with it. I can whole heartedly pray for others, but for some reason I can’t pray for myself.
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