Ever sine I was a little girl, I have had trouble making and keeping friends. As an adult, it is the same. No-one seems to want to be my friend.
I’m either too LOUD for some people or too quiet. I either put my foot in it or shy away.
When I make an effort to meet people no-body seems to talk back or want to be my friend and I seem to say the stupidest things.
Even as a kid when I did something that I meant to be nice it somehow backfired and I just feel like such a screw-up.
I’m 24 and still live at home. I seem to cause my family problems too and I want to move out but have no-one to move in with not a friend or relative.
I also get panic attacks bad so stuff I get family members to do for me like certain shopping I would have to do myself.
My elder sister has a temper and it’s too hard to live here anymore. I would love to meet new people but whenever I do, they aren’t into being my friend it seems.
Is there a prayer one can say to get you out of feeling hopeless and fearfull all the time?
I just don’t know what to do. if I leave I’ll have no way to get around and get business done and if I stay my sister and family will drive me insane.
My sister even hits me on occasion and if I hit her back it just makes it worse.
I love my family but need my independence The thing is, living alone would be very lonely and scary because I don’t have any other friends.
I’ve tried making friends elsewhere and there just aren’t any places a practically agorophobic person can go now.
I wasn’t always like this and maybe that’s way I started staying in more.
I’m always friendly but I seem to never get anything right.
Don’t wanna be a screw-up forever.
I’m really lonely but I don’t wanna bring others down as I am depressed a lot aswell.