well, I’ve been thinking about this, how much does we need to show about our daily activities.
for example: when saying prayers before and after a meal, while in home, no big problem, but what about doing it in the school before getting a sandwich. are we allowed to pray silently without doing any gesture, specially if we did this in order to avoid mocking and stuff or is it sinful? and also for all those things that are not required to be made (like verbally saying God’s Willing after every plan as far, as i know). i mean i could understand that you should do it in secret if your intention was to be recognized (as in given credit) for it, but would this somehow counts as being embarrased of God?
i have this big problem, and it is not just with spiritual things, for example if someone tells me to tell them something in English when they know i can speak it, i just refuse, because I feel somewhat silly, I suppose i have too much of fear of being labeled as a goody two shoes. any advice for this also?