Hello, I hope this message finds everyone well.
I currently work in a 3rd party company that has various projects for various big name corporations. I recently switched to a new project, because the previous one I worked for was going down.
Now, the old building was okay, my boss was a christian and tried to keep things on the floor at least a pg-13 level, and I could move to a different place when it wasn’t. It was a good job and I enjoyed it mostly, if only for the few good people I worked with. I think my boss actually was part of the reason I rejoined the church, but that’s not what I’m here to discuss.
The new building I’m in is far different. Everyone there isn’t monitored with what they say, the managers simply don’t care so long as you’re working. I have to listen constantly to who has slept with whom, and is this person that person’s baby daddy, or this person cheated on that person or who would you want to be with in bed. There’s also a literal statistic estimated that 1 in 4 of the women there have miscarried, and I constantly here stories about physical and emotional abuse and talking about how people want to get revenge rather than find peace. Several people who transferred with me from the old building are thinking about quiting due to all these things. We’ve gone to HR but the managers say nothing is going on and what not, so nothing’s really been done.
Not only this but I mean, the whole place just feels terrible, unclean. I’m not sure if that’s in my head or not, but the only way I can describe it is that feeling you get when you walk into your church, that calm and peace? It’s the opposite at this place, it’s like when you walk into the building you’re immediately on edge. I’ve taken to praying the rosary on breaks and to St. Michael during work quietly to myself and that’s helped somewhat.
I just don’t know what to do though, I’d like to quit but jobs are so scarce, I mean I’m 19 almost 20 so I really don’t have that many responsibilities but i do have my rent and bills to pay and what not so it’s like I’m stuck. I’ve been praying about it and decided maybe someone here could give me more advice?
Also, I wasn’t sure where to post this, so I do hope this is the right place and apologize if it wasn’t.