I’m really sorry to throw this topic in here but I knew I would get the best response out of you guys who I’m sure have been though so much more than I have.
Boy have I got a pickle on my hands. Just recently, my boyfriend and I of 5 months have been going though a tough spot. I found out he’s not as pure as I thought he was. He did some bad things in his past relationship that he fully regrets and stopped once he realized it was wrong. Someone must have never told him.
Anyway, I was upset about that. Chasity is something very dear to my heart and I felt a little cheated out. But I’ve now learned that we can’t live in the past. And I am working through the problem very well. But that’s not all… I have problems too.
I’m going to blame this on an insecurity… or maybe even a cry for attention. But I have lied to him about a past relationship. I’ve made up a boy who doesn’t exist and have written our entire relationship out in my head. He believes every word. I guess at first I did it because I never pictured us going out together. I’ve really only had one real boyfriend and it wasn’t that special. I just wanted him to think that someone could actually be in love with me. I’m really not sure. It’s blown up so big. But I totally regret it. I can’t stand lying to him now that he’s been so truthfull with me. I want to tell him the truth, but I’m afraid he’ll never trust me again. I know it will take time for me to do this. I don’t even know where to start! I just know it will be awful. I would hope that he would forgive me.
Any advice on how I should go about it? Any advice would be amazing!