What or who are you referring to?
Well, yes. But also no. It’s incredibly difficult after certain experiences to see it black and white.
If people, and specifically clergy, have crossed permissible lines—this can be in many different aspects—it isn’t as straight forward. Approaching a sacrament which has been … ruined, for the lack of a better words, by actions of clergy is incredibly difficult.
My case is incredibly mild. Those who have suffered sexual abuse by clergy, have had their faith more often than not destroyed. Perhaps they prayed once that the abuse would stop, and it didn’t. God also gives us and others free will. He doesn’t have to answer our prayers the way we see fit.
Maybe the struggle I am living through has it’s purpose, maybe it doesn’t. Maybe I am the issue, maybe the clergy I have seen are in need of dire help.