So I’m engaged to be married and I have OCD. Today I was thinking or praying and I signing my signature on something and as I was I thought that I’m signing my soul or giving my soul to God and I surrender to God’s Will. Afterward, I was afraid that giving your soul over and surrendering your life to God means something like promising to be a nun…I know I have OCD and this is probably a result of it. I was just wondering, do I need to get a dispensation for this, because like I said I’m engaged and I feel that God brought my fiance and I together and He wants us to be together.
So anyway, do I need a dispensation? Aren’t we supposed to surrender to God and give our souls over to Him as Catholics? Thanks!