I mentioned this in another thread, but I feel its really starting to bother me…I was watching the local news a few days ago, and they started by warning how graphic the details were about this child who was tortured and killed by the father, Im not going to mention the details, but it was extremely bad, The only think that comforted me somewhat is that the child is dead and no longer suffering, but I can only imagine if this sort of thing happened here, it probably is happening in other places too and will happen again, and again.
I havent watched the news since then, I even stopped watching national news, I just cannot bear to hear anymore of the horrors that people inflict, I had something similar happen about 10 yrs ago, again, I was watching the local news and they did a story about someone who had tortured and killed some animals, It really bothered me for a long time, still does actually, some nights, I wake up, cant sleep because my mind keeps re-playing this ****, I really want to go out and find the people that have no problems doing things like this, I think I would really take joy out of seeing them suffer for what they have done, but thats not realistic, and then I think this kind of thing is probably happening all over the place, on a daily basis…it has really made me sick of this world.
It seems I go from praying to God, begging him to somehow wake these sick people up to what they are doing, how much pain they are causing to other living things, to other times, where I feel like people like this need to be hunted down. I just dont understand how anyone could take joy in such things,or why they would even do such a thing, not to mention doing this to your own child…GEEZ, what is wrong with these people?!
I mean, Im the type of person, if there is a moth flying around in my house, I will usually try to capture it in a napkin and then release it out the window, I try to avoid killing anything, and I certainly would never want to see anything suffer, all I can figure is these people are truly SICK and are not living in the same world.
Anyone else go thru feelings like this? Im curious as how to overcome this, Ive tried not thinking about it, praying, but I just cant get it out of my head. I keep trying to think of ways I could somehow stop this or at least slow it down, but Im not sure how to even go about that, or its possible.