It’s been about a year back and feel I’m still a klutz stumbling though I know I have a knack for being hard on myself too. Why does much still seem foreign, like my feeling lost with out a missalette and having needed to find a Mass guide to print out… praying normal missalettes come back. OK, could be a cataract in the good eye plus the stress of 3 yrs of an on off job search and not being able to do things like keep up with appointments I should have done… but life is going on too. (excuses? sighs) I was in the AoG for a while and yeah, thought Catholicism was so lost and missed it until I really started to look close. Every beef I had one by one kept getting proved wrong to me. I really have no Catholic friends locally yet… (I had one in my NAM days but don’t know where he is). I know ex-Catholics and non-Catholic Christians… Prayerfully when I do get employed again I’ll be blessed to be with a Catholic or two and be able to glean from them.
Recommendations of anything, saints, online books (something I can save) while out of a connection. It would be a sheer miracle if I don’t lose connection as I’m 2 months behind and can’t pay yet until I have a paycheck again. Just not enough there on welfare and I don’t want to stay there… phone would go out too. I’m sure a lot is stress. Need to start making friends here who are Catholic. Any suggestions would be helpful, thank you.