This is my first post here, and in fact, my first prayer request. I’ve been off drugs for almost 2 yrs now but the damages remain, worst of all emotional blunting, horrible memory problems, and other brain damage. Also spinal problems, tics, heart trouble, stomach problems, breathing problems–really it’s unbelievable how much damage they’ve caused but then, I was on and off (very high doses) for about 9 yrs.
Please pray for me, these past few days have been really scary and I’m wondering if I might be near death. But I think God has allowed to get so bad in order to get me to amend my life, which I had been living quite badly. Last night I had (another) major conversion, went to confession today, and been feeling better the more I turn toward Him, so I’m hoping it might be all right. I’ve been praying to be healed, for a miracle, considering visiting Lourdes or Fatima, or asking for the Anointing of the Sick but I don’t want to have to tell people what for.
Please pray for me, especially for the brain damage and to amend my life, it’s really scary and I need all the help I can get, especially since I’m dealing with all this on my own, thanks to family problems.