Thank you so much for all your prayers. I have been praying for everyone who posts on this board ever since I posted, I’m sure it makes a big difference.
My church has a monthly “anointing of the sick” (with special oils but I think it’s different from the traditional sacrament) tomorrow and I’m going to get it, so please redouble your prayers that it’s effective. I’ve also asked the priest for the traditional, sacramental Anointing of the Sick, and I’m going to get that, just me, on Sunday. Please pray for me that it heals my body completely, and my soul, too. I’m also considering a trip to Lourdes, if I can scrape up the money, if it doesn’t work, but I’m trying to not even consider that. I’m sure God wants to heal me, part of the problem is that I don’t have enough faith. Please pray that He will increase my faith in order to sanctify me. I’m afraid that if I don’t heal I won’t be able to get married or be a mother either, so this is really gnawing at me. Also, my brain and spinal problems, especially in my neck, seem to be getting worse again so I’ve been seriously worried that I won’t make it to tomorrow, much less Sunday. The monthly anointing was supposed to be today, actually, but the oils were missing. May God safely get me to tomorrow, to Sunday, to Lourdes, to healing.
Please continue your prayers, you really can’t imagine how much I need them.