My ex-fiance just emailed me. All he said was “hey” but it’s enough to put dread in my heart. It’s the first time we’ve spoken since we broke up at the end of July. I emailed him back on a whim, but now I almost wish I hadn’t.
We’ve had an on and off relationship for over a year. We dated right after we met, got “engaded” a month later. Then he started having problems with drugs and broke up with me. After he got clean, we dated for short time a few months later, and then broke up again. This summer he moved to Florida and we got back together for a few weeks. In that few weeks, dispite being several hundred miles apart, we did impure things. Mostly against my better judgment. Sometimes I would fake it, just to please him. Because I “loved” him. After a very emotional confession, and a lot of support from my priest, I broke up with him.
I do not want him in my life, even if it’s just emails and phone calls. I cannot go through this ordeal again. Especially with school being so stressful (he chooses the begining of one of the most stressful weeks of my life to try and get back into my life). My only problem is that, dispite all he’s done to me, I still love him.:crying: