I have no idea if this is the right place to post something like this.
Something really awkward happend to me last night. My mom knocked on my bedroom door and told me that whatever I was doing in the middle of the night, its really starting to scare her. When I woke up this morning I went and asked my parents about what it was I was doing. They told me it sounds like i’m chanting and worshipping something. They also say i’m talking to things. This really concerns me. They swear I’m awake when i’m doing this because i’m walking around,but im not awake. I’m obviously doing this in my sleep. They also say I’ve been doing this for awhile now. I’m really embarrased about this because I had no idea this was going on for so long. I’m sorry if this post dosent make any sense, im just shook up right now and I found this forum because I really do need advice on what to do about this situation.
Awhile ago, for some really stupid reason, I was looking into the “Satanic” religion. Although I never actually practiced it, I did read a few books about this form of spirituality. I found it really disturbing and stopped. I dont even remember anything about the satanic stuff I was looking into, but it sounds like my subconcious is trying to act it out in my sleep.
I am not a Catholic. I was baptized/confirmed Lutheran.
I’m not sure what else to say here. I’m A 20 year old guy. Last night I stayed up until 5am because I was so scared to go to fall asleep. Has anything like this happend to anyone? Whats happening? Am I going crazy?.. I know this sounds really stupid, but this really bothers/scares me.