too scared to go to sleep. 3:23 am and so much has to be done starting at 6 am. and I’ve only had a few hours sleep. Scared of my father, who I informed as to my conversion, it was my mother who interfered at first but he sent me an e-mail which I have not opened because it will contain a barb. Wherever my mother is obviously intefering, my father is sure to be right behind her obscured in shadow. I sense his presence now and it has led me to ruin before. I am scared of the community. Was threatened at the pharmacy by someone who said I wasn’t allowed to be there, afraid to return my Red Box dvd’s.
My son got into trouble again yesterday, my husband has surely, I have determined, lost his mind, and can no longer even be trusted to do evil in a comprehensible fashion.
I was making plans to leave, and I would like to, but I may have to stay, I will not leave my son behind and he won’t come with. He wants to stay. But his life and connections here are mostly so deleterious.
I have two appointments today with people who are there to help but must get some sleep and a shower if possible.
Hand healing well from injury! Bless my doctor, who took out the stitches, and thank you for your prayers. But my car has been on 5% oil life for days and I have to get it to the dealer to be serviced in the early a.m.
Confusion; please pray.