Good morning everyone.
So, this is rather emotional for me to write and do I hope it makes sense. First I’m gay. I was baptized and accepted Christ (honestly) when I was around 8-10 years old. However, when I came to grips with who I was, I turned from god and explored other religious options to help me overcome that anger. Of course, during this time God never gave up on me. However, one night. I don’t know what overcame me but I told Satan he could have my soul in exchange for silly things. Almost immediately I regretted my mistake and fell to my knees and asked God to forgive me and to take me back into his arms. To this day, I constantly ask Gods forgiveness and genuinely strive to live a Christian life yet I still have this nagging voice in my head saying I’m going to hell because of what I did and it does haunt me.
Regardless, I still pray and still do the rosary and I’ve made December my get back to prayer month. My question is have I doomed myself because of what I did or does God truly forgive everything? Thank you all.