I have lost all motivation and enthusiasm for life. I feel that I have no purpose and that no one would really care (or even notice) if I died. I don’t have a problem with death, and heaven and all that, what I have trouble with is living. My child’s father died years ago. No one who is Catholic loves me enough to ask me to marry them. Guys just want to sleep with no commitment… I don’t want that… So I am alone. I go to church and there are several hundred women. No men, except married men and men who are much older. I feel very out of place, and very unneeded, used and unappreciated.
I would be so happy to be married, I feel that would give me a life, a reason to cook better, and an enthusiasm to do all kinds of things.
I know, that’s the wrong attitude… but that’s where I’m at.
Please help me to move beyond this funky stuck place where I am at. Help me to move forward and get back my enthusiasm. Help me to figure out what it is that I am supposed to be doing, and give me the help, motivation, energy, & will to do… whatever it is that I’m supposed to be doing.
God has been very good to me, and has given me tons of talents… help me to figure out how to use them for your good… and give me the energy and focus needed to enable me to use them. Amen