I posted this about a week ago, but my conscious is still far from clear.
"Ok heres the story and it might sound crazy:
Back in my freshman year of high school I had a friend (friend I’d just talk to in school - year older than me) and he was going around trading pieces of gum for peoples souls. He came up to me and asked me If i would sell my soul to him for the gum. I stupidly said yes thinking that it’s not even possible to do that, I’ll just take a free piece of gum. I ended up shaking his hand for the deal and then he wrote my name down on this list. I can’t remember if I signed it or if he wrote it down. Anyways, I am now very worried that he actually has my soul or I don’t have it. Its actually been driving me crazy and I can’t stop thinking about it. I recently facebook messaged him asking if he remembered when he did that. Surprisingly he remembered very clearly and still has the list with my name on it (along with a bunch of other people). This worried me because this guy still has the list and it means he seemed serious about these souls he has. I asked if I cold have my soul back and he responded by saying he’s only ever given 2 souls back before. In order for me to get it back I paid him in currency in an online game that we used to play together. He said my soul is mine again, but is it really? Do we have to shake hands on it or is his word over a message in facebook good enough. Is it even possible for me to lose my soul to him? I’m a practicing Catholic and I know it all seems so dumb, but it honestly worries me. I’m worried I won’t go to heaven/live an eternal life or whatever will happen if I don’t have my soul and he has it. Transferring of souls isn’t anything I’m to familiar with, but any insight would be helpful. "
-Most of the advice told me to go to confession which I did. I’m still very worried though. I asked the priest if it was possible to even sell my soul and he asked if my friend was the devil. (This kid wasn’t really a friend, I was just friendly with him.) I told the priest no, I don’t think he was the devil, but what if he actually was? I’m beyond worried because what if my “friend” was actually possessed by the devil at the time when he doing this. What if even though he said my soul is mine again over facebook it doesn’t constitute an actual transaction back to me? What if he sold it to the devil and even though he said its mine again he doesn’t even have the power to give it back. I’m worried I’m not going to go to heaven. It’s driving me crazy and I can’t stop thinking about it. I’m not sure if I am just crazy or if it’s even worth worrying about at this point. Please help!