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My wife and I recently converted, and we’re mostly abstaining until we can begin NFP. During this period, we’ve engaged a number of times in oral sex, and a couple weeks ago I climaxed during one such instance. I confessed, but, recently I let myself climax again during another occasion. Am I correct in understanding that I am indeed then in a state of mortal sin and in needing of reconciliation again then putting this behavior to end ? I got a mixed message the first time I confessed, essentially that it wasn’t entirely my fault, hence my confusion.