“With God all things are possible” Matthew 19:26
I would encourage you though, to focus on God’s will for your life. Each time you pray for this man to be your companion, add the following to your prayer “if it be your will God” this is good that you open your heart to God’s will for your life! God loves you, God has wonderful plans for your life! You are precious to God and the daughter of a King!
How wonderful that you have a new outlook, that you have lost weight, that you are spiritually renewed and out of an abusive relationship, these are wonderful things. Remember that hope for your future is in Jesus Christ, not in another man. It is probably hard to focus on that because there is part of you that is lonely and it is normal to want male companionship. It is natural to daydream, you are still a young woman, you desire a life companion this is perfectly natural just remember your ultimate hope and happiness is in Christ.
I am happy to pray for you thank you for asking! Whatever your future holds I know that God has wonderful plans for you!