This morning I called two of my so called friends to say good-by to them and said that our friendship was over and that I would never call them again.
The main reason I terminated the friendships is because they treated me with disrespect recently and were mean to me on purpose. It totally hurt my feelings and I told them so but they just made it look that it wasn’t their fault. They gave me lame excuses with holes in them.
I released them with love and sent them on their way without my friendship. I have had my feelings hurt many times but I am too forgiving and I kept being their friend until this week when they finally hurt my feelings soooo bad that I chose to let go of them. I feel good that I finally let go of them.
Looking back at the friendships I can see that it was me that gave them more than they gave to me friendship wise. I used to entertain them with jokes and made them laugh. I was kind to them and gave them advise with their problems.
There comes a time in a person’s life when it is time to move on to meet new friends. I am now looking foreward to meeting new friends. I have asked God to please send me some new nice friends that are compatiable with me.
I am just venting and saying I feel good that I finally let go of them and should have done it a long time ago. But I guess I wasn’t ready. Luci