Hello, I’m currently 13 years old.
I’ve recently started to… well… “spill the seed (used in another thread, sorry for having to use this or copy it.)”. I started doing it this Saturday, and well the feeling was great. I keep on having urges to. So far I’ve done it each day and I can’t stop. People told me, via internet it has to do with regards to hormones and puberty and the sexual urges are hard to go by during this pubescent period. I heard in religion class it isn’t supported by the Catholic Church with doesn’t really explain much on regards to whether masturbation is considered a sin or not. But for all means I’m currently not using any pornography or having thoughts of “lust” running through my head. Just the feeling is I guess what I’m aiming for.
I don’t want this to turn into a habit at all, and I keep praying to God and telling my self that I’ll try to make a covenant with God and promise to never do it again. In other words, I need your help, will this “addiction” eventually stop? Is it just because of puberty? is it because of my hormones? and most of all, is it considered a sin?