Over the past two weeks I have had somewhat of conversion experience. I have started praying the rosery everyday, reading scripture everyday, along with other good spiritual materials on prayer and apologetics. After going to confession I was directed by the Priest to spend this week for 15 minutes a day in front of the blessed sacrament praying for how I can be more charitable.
In the mean time,while I am doing these things, I have this pall of sadness, and depression which has come over me. I am starting to see in a clear light where my life is, and what I need to do to make it better for my family and me.
tthe thing is that I feel that I am in spiritual combat right now. It is weird…I find myself more edgy than normal, somewhat more intolerant of unpleasantries, I find myself snapping at my kids and wife…what is going on here??? I think maybe the evil one is up to this…I just didn’t relaize that it would be this hard…please pray for me, I would appreciate it.