I feel called to Holy Priesthood.
However I have one problem. When I see the young Priests especially, I cant help but say "I want that too" especially when it comes to the MASS. If this is spiritual envy (which I sure hope its not :( ) Then I dont want Priesthood. I want to get rid of this call then if I am going to be envious. I dont want to be a Priest at the cost of my soul (sorry if that sounds selfish). I asked a FSSP Priest and he told me its something to be encouraged not thrown away (meaning the desire to be like the Young Priests). I dont want to be a Priest at the cost of the young Priests either.
Help!! IM so stuck!!