I always have to ask people that say they are interested in starting an Order especially those that are not currently in an Order, society, institution, etc. whether they are trying to start a new group for selfish reasons or not. Many people that I have seen say this find that either there already is a group that does exactly what they want to do or that they are just trying to create a group that is "in there own image" instead of Christ's image.
Many who want to create their own group do it because they think group xyz is to insert reason here yet they find that their understanding of the original group is flawed or just being tempered by only seeing a small portion of the organization.
Not saying this is true of the OP since I am not judging them, just find it is pretty typical. You will find that many founders of Orders, institutes etc. did not start out trying to create a new group but it was thrust upon them.