Right now I’m struggling in understanding God & also my faith in him. I’m planning on immigrating to a new country. But I’m scared it may not work out but i don’t know why I’m scared. I have never felt this way before.
The thing is that for a past couple of months I haven’t heard mass not that I have stopped believing in God. I do say my prayers. But for some reason I feel even if I pray to God abt the immigration thing he may not allow it to happen.
But tbh never before has God denied me anything that I have asked him for. He may take his time to answer my prayers but he has never refused to answer them. I know & believe that he his kind, loving & caring. But for some reason I just cnt stop getting scared of the future.
Does our God ever change & get fed up of us if we doubt him. Does he ever force us to do things we do not want to do?
Edit: P.S: I’m also scared that he might cancel all my plans & force me to become a priest.