I feel as if I am struggling with desolation and I am finding it difficult to sort out the word and will of God through all of the other thoughts pacing through my mind. I feel like I am floundering in all of the things people say, my own opinions, and suggestion. I don’t know what to do and I feel so lost in my daily life.
The only times when I can escape these doubts, struggles, and questions is at mass or at church. All the times when I must be physically away from the church I fall into this empty doubtful state and I am scared. I am going through some very troubling life situations and I don’t know where to go or what God has in store for me. It wasn’t long ago I thought I knew God’s will for me and how to go about doing that. Now I don’t know whose voice I am hearing and where to go.
Please, if anyone has any thoughts or advice it would be greatly appreciated. Also if you could include me in your prayers I could never thank you enough.