Hello, I hope you can help. I have been praying for guidance for a long time now, in terms of finding work that I would be happy in. I enjoy writing fiction and what not from time to time but I cannot make a secure living on this, I am long term unemployed now (nearly 3 years).
Is it possible I am doing something wrong? I try so hard to believe that what I ask will be given, as Jesus said, but just cannot. The doubt is immediate and unstoppable. So I never get any answer. There’s been so many times my prayers havent been answered, and find it impossible to have faith now, since it seems (though probably not) that God has let me down so many times. When I ask for something, I try and say to myself ‘it will be done’, but I am just lying to myself, I cannot believe this.
Can anyone give advice on having faith?