***Della, yes, it is haphazard, but it didn’t used to be until issues, and problems with Church came up, so I’m searching, thank you.
Nelka, Tawny, JRK, and Deo Gratias42, I thank you.
Friardchips, thank you, I’m trying to figure out what exactly the blessing is, :banghead: but then I just get the really guilty feeling because I know others have it much worse.
Ralph Cooper, it is hard for me since there have been issues in that department.
Phil at dayboro, I live out in the middle of nowhere, but I am not a verbal person, I do however go off for a walk or so in the woods and try to have silent time trying to listen, then try to have a conversation with Him, so far, I haven’t been able to come to many conclusions, but I thank you very much, I will have to try doing that verbal thing.
UpUpAndAway, Thank you. I am embarrassed to admit, I don’t remember those prayers, I will have to look them up. Being in such a rural area, there are basically no Priests available, and it doesn’t help that I think I have AS, not to mention the Priests that I know are so fragile, I don’t think it would be a good idea to put it all on someone like that. I don’t think I could trust a SD, I don’t trust much of anyone, I know how people work. Oh boy, I guess you’ve probably guessed my reason for not going to confession with Priests that don’t need extra stress, and I with having AS, and having claustrophobia, and just pure right out fear, I haven’t had a good experience with confession. I live in an area where Churches are few and far between. But I do thank you for your suggestions and your support, that really means a lot to me. :hug1:***