I have been given many different gifts from God, and feel as though if I indulge in the potential I have been given by God in these gifts, I will be looked down upon as for receiving the Kingdom of Heaven, as if I receive in this world, I have been rewarded, and that’s what I get.
We are to seek a humble living, but in the business of my crafts, it’s sink or swim, and swimming is with sharks.
Secrecy in development is close to impossible.
My gifts are all in art.
Am I then to be told that art is wrong to pursue?
I feel contradictory for “giving it my all,” too.