i started reading the bible for like the 10th time… back then when i would read it i never felt like this excitement in reading it, like this urge i feel when i read mystery books or love books, but this time its different.
i love how i know what the bible is talking about, how im excited to read more & more & im learning so much. Im just really happy that my faith is growing slowly & it took me years but im finally realizing everything that is good in life, how much god loves me, & how much my family means to me. I think ive never been this happy in life. I have to admit their is days that i jst wish i can give up, were i feel sad, i cry & depressed, or even just angry at the world, but i just pray for a little & put myself in gods hands, & he slowly takes all my problems away. I know its young 19 is young & i have so much to learn still, and that life can get hard at times, and thats when faith is put to the test i jst hope my faith is strong enough to survive any situation as hard as it comes & know that things happen for a reason god knows what he is doing & i should just trust his ways & just believe in him.
May god all bless you <3